Good for you, E Renee! Me, on the other hand, I want to be one of the first to go. To me, that is winning the game. I hate the struggle. I am bored with living and I'm ready to leave today. But I won't suicide (at least until things get bad for me) because it would be ungrateful for the many blessings in my life, and it would let down those who I love and who depend on me. But I am a baby boomer. Get off my lawn!