What a nightmare! I'm glad you are survived because I enjoy your writing, Ossai. Haha! No it's not just that, it is that you are a beautiful person and we need more of you in this world, not fewer. But I just want to put out there, for you and anyone else reading this: If Covid has taught us anything, it is PLEASE DO NOT GO OUT WHEN YOU ARE SICK, unless you absolutely have to, like to see a doctor. Because it is rude and potentially disastrous to infect the community with whatever you have. Let's all work on normalizing this behavior. Stay home and ask a family member or freind for help.